My Dubai Trip — A Break From Control

This wasn’t a Femdom trip.

This was my trip. My holiday. My time to just exist outside of everything I usually do. And honestly? It was exactly what I needed.

Dubai has always fascinated me/it’s intense, luxurious, bold. But this time, I wasn’t there to perform, to dominate, or to create content. I just wanted to be. To enjoy the sun, the energy, the views, and the freedom of not being “on” all the time.

The city itself is crazy in the best way—huge, shiny, alive. Every moment there felt like a scene from a movie. I stayed in a beautiful hotel with a stunning view, spent slow mornings by the water, and long nights exploring rooftops, hidden lounges, and some of the best restaurants I’ve ever been to. Honestly, the food alone was worth the trip.

Alla Mephistopheles & I

I met so many interesting people-travelers, creatives, people with energy that felt… different. Not transactional. Not tied to anything. Just real. We shared stories, drinks, and hours of conversation that felt effortless. No roles, no expectations. Just presence.

One night I met two amazing dominatrixes, both traveling, both taking a break just like me. And the conversations we had? Deep, honest, real. We didn’t talk about business or scenes. We talked about who we are under all that power. About control, about letting go of it, about how rare it is to connect with others who understand both sides of the game. I’ll remember that night for a long time.

Even though this trip had nothing to do with work, I have to admit—towards the end, I started missing it. Not the hustle. But the feeling. The part of me that creates, controls, connects. I felt it coming back slowly, that fire. And now I know I’m ready.

I’m back. Recharged. Inspired. Fully present again.

And I missed it-I missed you.

This trip reminded me that stepping away doesn’t mean losing touch. Sometimes it’s the only way to find yourself again. Dubai gave me space. Space to breathe, to reset, to remember how much I love what I do.

So now it’s time to dive back in-sharper, stronger, and even more in control.

Let’s get to work.